Usually when one expects a lot out of something, there is a high probability of being disappointed.
However todays ride was a definite exception to that rule.
The whole ride met and exceeded my expectations, I saw a lot of faces that I had not seen in a while we talked,laughed ... just rode. I feel very strong healthy when I am riding, today was no exception.
Keri ( the map guru !!! ) had mapped out a great 30 mile route which passed through a winding beautiful shady trail.
I mentally bottled all the energy, the genuine / sincere good vibes that I got from every rider ( I think we were around 20-25 riders ..not sure ) and stored it away securely to be used when in need ;o) Lisa P. gave everyone a pink leather strap so they could wear it for me. Lisa B. gave me a Bobbies pink bandanna !
I immediately put my pink strap to use, put a 'Courage' charm, 2 evil eye beads ( which my friend Seda had given me last week ) and a bike charm on it and it is not coming off until the next time I am getting on my bike with this group !
The 30 mile ride had more effect on my perception of the world than the Xanax (which I probably will use sparingly, gave me a weird out of the body feeling which I did not like) I had taken for the first time in my life 2 days ago.
It is phenomenal how morale and group energy has an impact on one physically. I did not feel any of the psychosomatic symptoms I was complaining about the whole week ! This will keep me going for a while for sure.

2 comments:
It was a wonderful ride today, Aylin, and it was all for you!
The BOBbies are so much more than women who share a love of cycling. We're a community and we're family.
And when one of us is hurting, or needs a shoulder to lean on or an ear to bend, we're there.
We'll be with you every step of the way on your journey to health. We've already started planning your "recovery" ride! Whenever you're ready, we're ready.
It's with much faith, hope and love that we say,
See you on the road.
I am grateful to all those involved in making my daughter happy and sure that she will join you very soon in perfect health.
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