At the suggestion of my dear friend Nesli I had watched 'the Secret' and browsed through 'What the Bleep' which focused on 'Laws of Attraction' I always had a feeling that I had gotten everything that I had really asked for in life ( which actually makes one wonder why the hell I wanted this to happen to me, nowadays I am patiently waiting for the answer to that question and to find out what I need to learn from this experience)
'Laws of Attraction' is the main reason that I am keeping and sharing this blog with everyone I know.
One approach in battling cancer is to keep it quiet not to repeat it everywhere cause everytime it is repeated it is validated and becomes self fulfilling. Keeping such a thing quiet does not suit my character that much. Because then everyone starts walking on eggshells around you and that would be very bothersome, uncomfortable for me since opennes and honesty are 2 traits that I really value in my friends.
Well, as the readers of this blog probably know that I am quite a 'Hard head' and get everything I want if I really want it and do not ever give up until I get it one way or the other.
As one of my friends bluntly put out when she first heard about this news
'Oh you are the BEST person to get diagnosed with BC, you will have no problem going through all the treatments and handling it mentally and physically and moving in with your life, you are very strong '
So it seems like my 'hard headedness' and everyones belief in this might actually have prepared me for this event, who knows ?
Off to the gym to do some running / crawling on the dreadmill ! Today is an important day I get to meet with my Oncologist who I am having a feeling will become one of the most important person / my coach for this event.
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Good luck with your appointment today! We're thinking about you.
When I read this post, I have to admit that you are indeed one of the most, if not THE most hard headed, strong willed person I know. You do seem to get whatever you want. Remember when they ran out of IMA posters. I was waiting for you to climb over the information desk, push the volunteers aside and grab the poster off the wall or better yet, talk the volunteer into doing that for you. Just continue to be yourself and you will be just fine.
Was I the blunt one? I remember saying something along with those lines but mine was more on the SUFI side (or was It?)
All I can say is that you never cease to amaze me with your inner strength.. Even the way you talk about the "SECRET" gave me the goosebumps... (was that piece after Xanax) ..
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