Hosted a really nice cozy breakfast for family this morning and played greedy Santa. My energy levels are off the roof, so better enjoy this 2 days before my 7th treatment on Thursday. We all ate way too much ( including Candy who was getting little snacks from everyone).
I really lost my efficiency I was dropping stuff, spilling coffee all around the place if it were not for my daughters help I would have definitely messed everything up, I need to catch up on my entertaining skills they certainly have rusted.
All the side effects of chemo except some neuropathy on my feet are gone, and that is not so bad. I had Neuroma which I wore prosthetics for anyway seems like Taxol gave those nerves a nice kick. My sleep seems to have recovered too.
Today we had a conversation about rating how happy one is with their lives and was asked to rate it from a scale of 10. I thought and said 6, but thinking about it I actually fluctuate between 3 and 10, since I have started experiencing my high states which I just love ! And of course there are those down moments where my treatments just bring me down. I hope I never ever need to go on antidepressants, no wonder the fine print says that they could cause suicidal thoughts ! geesh I really find that funny in a sick way.. Oh so and so committed suicide cause he was on antidepressants, I thought the whole point of antidep.. were to make someone feel happy or maybe not ?
Tomorrow first day back to work after my echo appointment at the Heart Center. I actually am kind of excited. What a way to start work after being off for 4 months, first day .. coming in late doctor appointment, second day off in the afternoon - chemo, third day off in the afternoon - seeing another surgeon in Tampa.
Now that's what I call easing back into things ;o)
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